poor bloggie =(
I just realise that have dump you for months!!
Now i return to seek forgiveness >.<
Pleaseeeeeeeee forgive me bloggie~~ I will promise in return I will visit and touch you more~~

Back to high school my Cikgu introduce me NEED and DEMAND (think is from commerce subject)
During the time I was struggling to differentiate my own NEED and DEMAND
Today I have clear vision toward my need and objective of life
I will categorize demand as standard of my life
Everyone has their own standard and need of their life
I would said most of the people will have their "own vision" and no point to compare or critics
It just a waste of time and energy
Everyone has their own choice and fear of backlash toward the choice they made
BUT~~
I guess stumbling is part of our life
I believe people will eventually gain benefit and experience from their previous failure and stumbling, yeah the process could be painful but come on =)
no pain no gain!!
During my last moment in UK my mind were blank
I suffer few time hangover but i manage to pull it through, I feel i am incredible in drinking XD
there were alot thing i thought could be present through writing but..........

it seem fail big time XD

26th May - 2nd September Atlantic Point, Liverpool

Complete one of the chapter in my life
Is been four years, in this four years I still wondering did I grown up or learn anything from it? Am I still the same? Did i change? One thing for sure, I will continue to set a high standard for my life~

hey pal, we spent this 4 wonderful years together! even though in the process conflict and climax did happen but thing happen in the past just let it go~
We would be much more happier when we seeing thing from other perspective
I will miss everyone of you, you guys make my life rock for my journey in college and university~ I will miss seeing every single of you~


I believe everyone of you will be success in your next path of life~
cheers =)

Stuart~Hall

Actually what is critical thinking?
Think with our left brain? right brain?
Stuart Hall, I almost fell down when my lecturer said you are GOD
God? I can't see any of your SO call studies is really bringing any new breakthrough to humanity
If you are god damn scientist and you now studying about solar system, solar energy, blaa blaa
I might feel your study is relevant and contributing to me and this world
You're the mafia kingpin and those human who wordship and admire you is what I so called your CRIME PARTNER

Yeah~
I admit
I hate you
You did not enlighten me but just make my world more complicated

can I whoop your ass?

=)

Sometime I wish I were just a kid
I thought I would forget it easily

I thought I really could let you go
Dream were represent happiness

Once you awaken you will realized everything is just a dream

Once I love everything you say and you do

I love every part of you

I accept everything you love

In our path of life

We will search love along our way

Love is a poison

I miss you so much

Just a simple sentences,

"How your's life? do you still smile as often?"

"How your health recently? Did it still bother you? Did you sleep well last night?"

It remind me of you when I visit such beautiful place =)

I remember what you told me

what you want

what you like

in your future

I wish keeping you is as easy as whispering " I Love you"

"Once you lost a thing, only you will started to appreciate it more"

"A man fall in love through his eyes, a woman through her ears"

But those is just memories of past

Memories is what make our life so beautiful

What's gone let it gone

Appreciate thing around us

Life will just be getting better, larger, and excited XD

nEVER-Ending-Battle

It was an interesting~intense battle between the legendary animal of "CROC" and "TIGER" in the city centre of Liverpool when each of them try to pitted against each other....
contender #1 "Code name: Onitsuka" go head-to-head with contender #2 "Code name: Lacoste"

It was an fierceful battle # Round 1 Lacoste with his Back-Heel-Flip-Twister-Kick!!!!

Round 1 End with victory from Lacoste side~

what will happen in round 2???round 3???

We shall see which side will be the last man standing

I have no guarantee

In this legendary battle

There is no Rules***

I don't care, anytime, anywhere

New opponent;s could be coming to get them~

Haagen

wheeeee~

FML!

American have Hell Kitchen, in Atlantic Point we have Hell weeks
Every weeks we need to race against time to submit our assignment
This cycling process will not stop until the day we leave here
Is this Karma because of our past laziness in TARC?
sigh~~ FML!

Down-But-Not-Out

Nevermind
Maybe right now I down at the bottom
I will crawl up step by step
to reach the highest point
Touch the sky again

First****Croc

wheeeeee =)

I could easily cheer up

Just a "simple" thing I need the most

Everyone need to set an aim in their life

We need to improve ourselves from time to time

Our identity, class, style of life etc

As we continue to grow old

we need to set a standard for our life

please

Stick with it till the day we die

Boosting-UK-Economy-after-Recession

I going to write, write, and write again

and I Promise***

Tonight no emo stuff or cheesy lyrics
The best remedy to cure my sickness is shopping

Next time if shop again i REALLY , REALLY , REALLY need think twice, thrice **

If not I could end up racing against time to make sure I finish chew those tasteless bread
At UK there is alot "first" time

First time this and that bla, bla, blaaaa, and blaa
My first Love**Croc
Awww.. Handsome Croc****

See others keep post stuff they bought at FB so I decide to follow the trend but on different sites If I broke this month sure all your fault!

Imagine-is-fun

You said by gradually letting go of love would one go further
why bother changing the time that you've missed?
You used your fingertip to stop me from saying goodbye
Imaging you being by my side before you completely disappear
Perhaps destiny only allowed us to meet but not together?
Only after it drifted down I realise this fragment of happiness
How do I search them back?


Chou. J, (2007) Secret OST

I-Did-It-My-Way

This the 52days at liverpool, tonight I feel myself so lost in this road, can I compare myself to a fading star? This the first time actually I feel affraid of lonely , deep inside my bottom heart I feeling so faithless toward everything I did , really , I always had a strong belief toward theory of life's.

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After a long brainstorming session I going to sum up,

I shall not give a damn with thing around me, I don't fucking care with it cause really out of my hand , impossible to keep everyone entertain and happy enough with what we did , trust myself is much more relevant , what can I said? I shall continue "I did It my Way" style cause it was just fucking amazing!

Is it a sin toward everything I do?

Did my action really reflect on how people going to judge me?

everything I do or place I going is sin?

I have been taught in such way

I don't believe in other than myself

That does not mean I do not trust others

I don't fucking care,

Really, life is full of obstacle blaaa, blaaa, and blaaaa..............

comma to full-stop!

I really love thiss song

MY WAY cause I so gonnnnnna

DID IT MY WAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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hahaha, I'm just playing, Don't take it too serious if anyone reading it

There is no personal grudge XD

Something-not-so-interesting

when the last time i blogging? not everything could be express through verballyspeaking, I found blogging is quite fun! I could express thing in much unique way! Friendship value is what i going to be discuss today, what friendship does actually mean? hmm.. i wondering and I keep asking myself....finally I able to categorize them into a smaller group which is A. True friends, B. kaki lepak friends, C. hi-bye friends, and D. value friends..

A.True Friends
I believe this type of friends is rare but does not mean it not exist at all

B, Kaki lepak friends
wookay, this type of friends is much more easier to find! I dont see any reason for me to further expand it

C. hi-bye friends
this type? no need said lah.. just hi and bye when meet, sometime I do question myself is this consider friends?

D. Value friends
In this era, we should get ourselves a friends that have value can be used by us, it sound pathetic but trust me, we DO really need this kind of friends to be our stepping stone to further advance and develop our own value

Conclusion....... I do not see any problem if I categorize people around me in that way!

The most Beautiful Life

Currently I have been experienced something that never happen before in Malaysia, wtf I used to be living in a room with aircon and big monitor equip with ps3 but now.................

My life is full of walking
what to do? when to wash my clothe?
Comparing every item I buy from grocery
thinking what to eat for my lunch

This the path of extraordinary and along the journey I have meet some greet people and I deeply appreciate it

The brightly smiling of RON is alive and kicking ass again XD
Omf goddddd

I really hope my room won't be turn into a dry laundry =.=
should I started to count with them shirt by shirt?

The pathetic, disgusting, selfish, and greedy

This the second week I living at city of Liverpool, I consider myself now part of liverpool community! Living outside is a challenge to me, from day to day the challenge getting bigger and I started to feel irritating and disgust with particular human being, Human is always a selfish living being but the way they act and speak has always leave me with a big question marks. This moment I really can't tell which of them is black or white, Their intention, selfishness, and sadistic side of them has make me become even more cautious when speaking with any of them, gggrrrrrr can I drawn a clear line with them? Sometime what you see might not be as what you were thinking, the most wonderful and lovely thing you seeing might be rotten and stink inside. What can i said? Human being sometime could be worst than a stray dog..


God is fair to everyone =)
what goes around will come around~

World in another mirror it look so different, try so hard to absorb and understand those text but still can't really fully focus on it. I just feel so lazy, lazy and lazy! I still manage steal some time and viewing my emo view and the street look so empty and quiet. After living with the Emo view for 9 days, I started to like it, actually the lonely figure in my back alley is not that bad after all, it adding a new quietness in my room dimension. I need a strong motivator to fire me up! I still aimlessly searching for motivation....

Could I done it?
Can I really have the strength and heart?
Think, think about everything you done and there always a consequences waiting.

;(

fall sick =(

The Sunshine Tales

The sky is look so grey from my window view , staying in another part of world is also make me realize the cloud here is moving faster than normally i saw , meeting alot exciting face of LJMU-ian fella in Liverpool Street , Today just din't share the same feeling of other maybe cause I already started to get used with the life at here , first time in my life I feel the sun is so important to me because the moment it appear the Liverpool City look alive again =)

Appreciate everything around me
Home you are always the best!

Liverpool Walking days~

Standing in another part of world is truly giving me a different class of feeling, spending half day roaming in Liverpool city and I would said it was truly a cultural shock as everything were so different, one of the thing that i must master quickly is able to listen to the Irish, Scotish English slang! Their slang is !#$!%$% damn freaking hard to digest what they saying! suddenly I feel much more comfortable with American English. The building architecture were incredible stunning! I really love the old style building of Europe, T_T it look so romantic and sexy! The old fashion decorated made by brick building is really look great! OMG!

The signboard in UK really made me awwww! I don't understand why I cant stop myself from keep capture picture of signboard! I really cant stand it =.= next time if want to refill stock in house please make sure that 6 of us has the strength and power to walk them home! I think we just look like joker when Ang Moh saw us carry so much of stuff.. OMFG next time must plan properly before buy but I think this is part of the process being living outside , I started to enjoy shopping in Tesco, Poundland, Iceland, and 99p.

Love you guys! you guys were GREAT! The next 3 months should be the time of my life =)

Simple yet beautiful

The journey to LJMU begin today~ the whole 17 hours flight is really killing me especially during the flight from Klia to Abu Dhabi =.=!! my bone is freaking pain and my leg keep numb everytime i fall asleep! Than the transition in Abu Dhabi the lack of sleepness in the past few days and tiredness has cause my neck extremely pain T_T i really wonder why i pay so much to suffer but i believe in the end of day the experience will worth as much as gold! =)



I awaken from my sleep and i saw such beautiful, gorgeous, stunning, attractive, handsome, pretty view from the mirror, suddenly I feel the landscape is so small, in fact the world is not that big and we can own the world if we have the determination, passion and heart to do it!! awwwww... I really love observing the world from the sky, human life actually can be comparable with the cloud, sometime it could be fine, beautiful, sunny day but cloud also will have their own emo time and those the time where rain started to fall into the ground.



I will continue to walk this path

maybe is not easy (facing extreme weather and limited food choices >.< )

Human life never being easy before

Our life full of testing~

=)

=)

Feel so happy for you la buddy~ we always teasing bout your single and noob life but start from this moment everything will change! Seem like you already found the CHOOSEN ONE, hahaha I'm really feel very happy for you! After seeing you always nag and complain bout life without girl smell , finally now you able to enjoy it! I know You always very jealous with those couple , now you can really taste the feeling of falling in love! I believe you will be more successful than me because you indeed better than me in alot aspect =)

SHIT~ you really make me excited till cant sleep because of you having GF

hahahahahahahahahaha~ LMAO

Dream's

In the past 12 months my life were like a dream's, sometime it could be nightmare and sweet dream, look back I saw alot beautiful moment and heart warmimg memories~ those moment will always stay in my heart and I choose to exclude all the heart breaking scene from our stories~if anyone asked me did I regret ever to start this story I will firmly said NEVER EVER I REGRET~ Our stories no longer continued but I believe we would continue to pursue and start a new chapter in our life~ Farewell chain of memories

7 days!!!!!!

No one will give us chance if you do not give yourself a chance

set yourself a standard for everything you does

SET A HIGH STANDARD FOR EVERY WORK YOU BEEN GIVEN

BE SERIOUS TOWARD EVERY WORKS!

PATH OF SUCCESS IS JUST IN FRONT OF YOU

The musical box of past should stop turning

It blow and goes away

I should live a good life

continue to fight fight fight!

Bi**Tching

I feel myself quite annoy , because I can continously or keep repeating a god damn issue for hours , suddenly I feel myself look so horrible and ugly , the horrible side of me has make me question the real of me? Do I really such a kind hearted person? I try to be mean to people around me but I just could'nt stand it because I feel it was so sickening and ill. The last summer I thought were the happiness of my life but it turn out a disaster , the disaster carry into this summer. When I feel EMO and no one to talk to I feel writing is the best way to express my sorrow and moan. How long will i keep moaning and bitching like this? An Emo a day , Keep CK away. I believe tommorow will be a very good day to me , the beam of light can give such energy to me.

#1

Day one i resume back my status as "Single", being in the relationship for the past 6 months. The feeling when i wake up this morning is abit weird and suddenly I could feel a strong sense of emptiness inside of me. I try to battle and holdback myself from being thinking you too much, I'm glad i able to do it. I'm should really get used to it, maybe starting from today your phone will not so active like last time! I Don't need to always worry phone no battery and anxiously waiting for someone message, can stop sending morning wish or good night, thing are different now I will accept my new life.

10/16/2010-05/12/2011

Is all over!
eventhough I reluctant to let it go but not everything will go according to your way
I accept it
i try to accept it since few weeks ago
Thanks to my friends =)
Thanks for willing to listen me share my sorrow and company me
Thanks to you, I wake you up at midnight and you willing to listen me talking the same thing, Thanks so much for willing to drinks with me KELVIN and YONG KIAT!
I should started to cheer up back and stop being so emo-ing at home! wake up!!
Stop making family member worry cause of love matter!

I did not hate you or what
I'm always like to see you happy and cheer up
The last few weeks when with me I can sense you not that happy
You feel bored and confused
I rather we be back friends and you can happily chat with me again
I like to see the happy of you
I like to see the happening and jump up and down of you

You maybe mean and selfish
But i accept it, love is mean to be selfish when reach certain level
I will always treasure the memories we once create, POCO,KLCC Garden, Sekinchan ETC
KLCC garden is always remain exclusive to go with you
I don't think I could go there anymore with other person
Contain too much of our memories at there
I miss every moment we spend at KLCC garden
Sekinchan is the place I really felt that you never ever give up or angry with me easily
Human when they lost something special they will started to regret
Maybe I will feel regret but at least the memories is there

I always remember those moment..
Your smile,hug, holding my hand tightly and kiss..
No matter what happen you always special to me

SixMonth

Six months
The past six months I feel there is up and down
I saw glimpse of hope from you
I started to realize there is still color in my life
I started to learn and accept again
I started to think bout my life,what I want, what should I achive?what is good and bad to me?
Learn how to appreciate and love someone
You make me feel that i am being appreciate and love so much
I very love the feeling, moment, and the thing we did together.
I won't forget the words you told to me when we aimless searching at Sekinchan roadside..
That's the sweetest and warmest thing I every listen
At that moment you totally capture my heart




Thing will change
nothing will stay the same forever
Maybe you started feel tired
Maybe I really not a perfect 10/10 BF that fulfill your requirement
I very appreciate the time we laugh, joke, and serious talk
No matter what happen or what decision you make,
your position in my heart will remain the same
You are too special to me.

P.S: haha.. If can't find people walk walk with you at KLCC park, i might not know i'm the first,second,third, or your last option but surely I will be very willing to accept your invitation.

Fate Sealed

Somehow not knowing to write or read in Chinese is really disadvantage to me, I can't blame my parent cause the thing is already happen and maybe they din't expect that their son were so into Chinese, my first year at KTAR I do not have the gut to speak with people around me, maybe they though i shy or lan si or what, but the truth is I feel so embrassing when as Chinese I do not know how to write or speak perfect mandarin. Sometime feel pain in ass when people around me keep asking me why I study SK but not SRJK? DORAEMON, where can I found you??? wish you can bring me to past and change my fate.

Korean Village

I feel like being under ecstacy influence, This kind of happiness is really extreme high! I feel so glad because able to bring you and meet all my best buddy, I hope in future we could have more gathering like this so can unblock the barrier that still exist between you all. I sense there is shyness around us today but I think you also try your best to ease yourself and mix up with us all. You are the first girl I ever bring to meet my buddy, following is conversation between us:

Allysa: Kok Hoong, you have a very independent girlfriends, she can travel to work herself and did not request alot from you, must appreciate her!

Kok Hoong: Yes she is a very good girl =)

2 A.M

I fell in love writting blog at 2AM, sound like crazy when most of the people already in their sweet dream but i still wandering around every corner cyber world. Internet is human greatest invention, it really could help me killed boredom bug in my body, everytime it bite me I will turn to internet. 2AM, what else i can do? I used to be affraid with the silent of night cause it stimulate my thinking nerve but don't know when started I already not fear by them. I started to enjoy the silent and calm of night, actually is not that bad it could let me reflect what I have done for whole day. Maybe when people grow older thinking will keep changing as I feel my decision or thinking constantly change, is that signal of i getting older? Sometime I do ask myself is there any achievement in my life so far? hate it when I see some of my friends already started to have their own car, house or dog, i hate myself more than them, like I am some sort of loser that still rely on family money. 2AM, should i hate you when you keep haunting me on sleepless night?

Tohoku

Last nite watch a travel show in Japan Tohoku, the place were so beautiful as the town were cover by white snow during winter. I feel so amazed by the scenery in the show and there is alot alot alot nice view! really wish could bring you together and travel there someday.. can imagine your excitment and jump upside down if go such place***hope the place is still exist after 311 earthquake

Buddy~Buddy

True friends is not easy to find

I feel I am those who were lucky enough to have such friends

You are truly my best best best buddy!

I promise, if you need my help or anything I sure will there for you

You really fired up me

I must learn how to write the word "RIGHTEOUS" because of you

BUDDY!

Time Flies~

I thought I could enjoy my holiday break so much, first month I feel very excited and alot thing i want to do, watch and play. In month 2 i started to wonder the meaning of our life if we just stay at home, I feel like i did nothing other than the few assignment handout by the lecturer. In fact i really hating waken up doing nothing whole day, i wish to get some partime job but seem my connection in this field not that good. I just continue waking up and drifting around every corner in my house to find thing that I can do. I feel quite good when i have my first attempt in cooking, the result might be average but at least it can be put into mouth. Staying at home the other negative side is the person could be having alot of different different thinking. I still remember two three months ago when someone asked me the question will you miss your girlfriend when you went to UK, I could very relax and excited telling them that three month is just awhile only but today only i realized actually three month is such a long period. I started to understand last time why she could be so worry and emo with that. I change my mind, if my friend ever ask me the same question again i sure will tell them i will very miss her voice, morning wish, chatting time, hug, kiss, and our dating time in KLCC park. The 6 month we been together we have spent halloween, Christmas and valentine together, actually there is alot up and down, sweet and sour during this 6 month, I wonder how my three month in UK would be like without you nagging or saying me?

HAHAHA.. If there is time machine i would really wish to go back to the past...wait! please wait.. you dont think is those sweet sweet moment but is the time where i cheat you twice when i telling you there is something behind you!! only stupid people will be cheated twice for same trick! I'm feel very happy for you that in this past two months intern you has grow up alot you become more and more independent and you going through a very wonderful life in the moment (i know u very appreciate what you own right now). ****I will make sure the last two month in malaysia i able to cheer you up, entertain you, feed you anything you want, go anywhere that you wish to go and fullfill all your wishes because i love you!!love you love you!! muackss muacksss~You might be think OH NO!! CK EMO again but I can tell her that i didnt emo but just want to write out what i feel and i think here the best place for me to write it out! XD hope u miss this one!

Poor Golden Retrievers

You must be thinking that i now like been abonden or ignore poor doggie by you, but actually i understand the tiredness you suffer and facing now. You already spend every part of your brain energy juice on complete your job so please when reach home you must let your brain rest rest and go entertain your soul and body! hahaha if i really golden retrievers i saw u back home sure will run over you and keep lick your face!! lick lick lick!! Most important is recharge than next day you will have energy to fight fight fight in NanYang. Thanks you so much, sometime i know you are very tired but you still willing to spend some time with me even just 2 or 3 hours (your extra OT of your life)~ thanks for sacrificing your own time for me, love you so much.

Grade A

Finally i get a Grade "A" from you! wuhoooo

thanks so much for like the thing i done for you

am i silly?? i not silly!

Must take care your health also because i know you are dedicated to your job

remember eat well and sleep enough~

Half represent incomplete~

Suddenly i feel so down, i feel i need you so much miss your hug, your jokes, your sweat palm which i feel warm.. than i listen back the song u send me..YI BAN i just realized how sad the meaning of this song I wish that i could accompany you always and you wont need to feel you are alone~ you will never be alone

Mystery Door

First time ever i did such cute thing to my door,

After the pic been put up, i realised is look so good!

door door door! you must thanks me! decorate you so well looking.

Started from today you will be my Door Of happiness

When i feel down, sad or dissapointed

i know behind the door there is a TREASURE

That i must appreciate it and keep it very well

she call you mystery door because behind of you

there is memories that always make me smile when i think back

CAN YOU SPOT WHERE THE FRAME??

FRUSTRATED!

FRUSTRATED!FRUSTRATED! no word can describe my feeling right now! For the first time ever i feel so frustrated in doing something! you always ask us to think critically but you never satisfy with our critical thinking.. SO WHAT YOU FROM US? I think you are good motivator but surely you are not that good in term of guiding us.

Goodbye~

Actually i today did not plan to write anything but i feel writing is the best way for me to describe my relationship with grandma "popo".

Dear popo,
I still remember last time when i was still just a kid i every week also will visit u in weekend and usually will stay for 2 days 1 night. Wangsa maju section 2 until today were still very clear in my mind, we together spent CNY at there until 1996 you move in to stay with me in cheras. Those were the time where we really get to known each other. During the time we stay together, 4pm u sure will turn on the tv and watch local HVD drama and i will very 38 be there and watch with u also. I guess we both have the similarity which is like to watch drama, until we have ASTRO we started to switch watch classic TVB drama in the same time. I dont know you still remember or not? we used to be watch this drama call "GREED OF MAN" and u really hate this character DING HAI and everytime when he appear on scene u sure will scold him. This were some of my deepest memory that spent with you. Somehow when i recall back now i feel regret, i feel for this past 23 years i could treat u much better. I always remember how you tell me that i should study hard and must repay back my parent kindness in future. I promise u i will deliver my promise.

in 2009 i had successful graduate from my diploma and i wearing my convo gown straight away to find u to let u know that your grandson did not disappoint u, i able to make u and my parent feel proud... i dont think i could forget the moment where you laughing happily and keep show me the excellent thumb signal. Popo, i wish you will peacefully continue your life in another place where i believe u now can once again rise up and running freely.. i will always remember you my dear popo


-RON-

Sekinchan Tales II

Day 2

Day 1 in sekinchan were abit chaotic as most of my plan falling apart but i have feeling day 2 will be different, we meet this Southern Cafe bos (lady) previous day where she is willingly to offer us drive to beach! Baobei and me we set to wake up at 9am but we end up almost 10am only we wake up and after bath we started to go hunt for sekinchan breaskfast, we keep searching for those old style kopitiam shop but seem like Sekinchan kopitiam shop almost same with KL. There is not much differences, after we walk around for awhile than we decided to eat at this shop ( forget the shop name!), the food at this shop seem same like in KL but their wantan mee is quite spicy. We even order the roti bakar at there because according to my baobei roti bakar using those white bread is much more taster than gardenier bread.

After we done with the breakfast, we still have some time left and eventually we decide to take another walk in paddy field. The sun today is much more friendly and i guess cause is not sunday that why the sun are less sunny. Baobei and me we try to take pic at paddy field and i feel this time my baobai mood are much better. Day 1 she seem so pek cek with the hot weather but today she seem very happy and i could saw her broad smile again even sweating heavily.

We spend some time on the paddy field walking around and very enjoy with the scenery and the sekinchan atmoshpere, i do not know when i started to love walking..but seem like she really affect me alot and change me. I feel i so different now, she make me realized that actually sometime simple could lead to much better life. She taught me about SIMPLE, two person if walk in the KLCC park is actually already more than enough. She said i lost my identity, in reality i did not lost it but i gain alot from her.

OKAY! 12pm sharp we check out from the harbourview hotel and we wait for YIN the kind lady boss to come.. as we wait, wait, and wait than we call her only we know that her son has sick so she need around an hour only able to reach.But nvm we still wait at hotel lobby and i watch my silly baobei play her mobile phone game until i almost fall asleep.

1pm Sharp and she really call us and i feel quite suprise cause in her car not only us but her husband and also her daughter. I really still felt speechless cause this world still got such kind person who willing to offer you free ride to beach. OKY! they have two shop at Sekinchan, 1 is cafe another is Southern Hotel XD in future if my friend or relative who plan visit Sekinchan i would highly recommended them go this cafe and hotel because of their sincerity and kindness which make me able to feel "Yan Qing Mei".

The route to beach is actually quite complicated because of the previous road has been block because of TNB people working something on there so we need to take another route, along the journey Yin husband told us this is the harbour where all the fresh fish would be put into container and ppl who interested can buy or deliveer to KL restaurant.

We finally reach the beach! Abit disappointed with the beach as the beach were look quite good and fine but the environment around is really suck where i could see alot of trash and rubbish. I really hate it when ppl who eat and play there turn the beach as garbage. My anger has been cool down by the beach scenery and zhixin excitment, she always said i am big kid but when she saw the beach she the one who is big kid! so excited and happy and keep telling us which part of the beach has been appear in the drama where she just watch 1 episode only. I think i wont forget the moment we spent at beach alto it was short, we take pic, climb onto rock and collect shell. I also affraid when see she climb so high =.= this silly gal seem when excited will forget the word DANGEROUS.

How i wish i could spent more time with baobei in beach! but time really does not allow us to stay there anymore and Yin also need go to buy stock. I actually already feel really lucky because initially she said maybe we cound hang at there around 10 or 15 minute but i feel we stay at there more than that! we like at beach for around 30minute! she also seem very enjoy with her husband and daughter. ZHIXIN T___T i really wish i could stay there longer with you but i promise you! next time when i work and got car, house, and dog i sure will bring you to Hokkaido beach!

This trip although is just a very short 2 day trips, but in this trip it really make even more appreciate you and you really conquer me completely. I will try my best not to said the word SORRY anymore, i know you are very understanding and instead of said sorry i would like to said thank you for willing to walking beside me and never once give up on me. So where is our next trip destination????

SEKINCHAN TALES III COMING SOON~

Sekinchan Tales~

My first trip with my 38 bao bei! i feel quite anxious with the trip as the whole preparation from doing local research until reservation also done by me. I had been look through internet and keep searching information for this place call SEKINCHAN which i do not have any idea with the place, people at there, and the environment. I been using every resources from the internet and i found this Harbour View Hotel (http://www.hbview.com.my/) which get good feedback from the blogger.


Day 1


The day finally has arrived and i know i could not fail in this big day, I pray for day and night that my friend information about jalan duta bus terminal is correct and luckily i pass my first big test which we able to start our journey sharp on 10am! Baobei and me both feel so excited because from the pic we saw, SEKINCHAN was really a beautiful place and even the joint production between NTV7 and singapore production also shoot the drama at there. All the way from duta to Sekinchan we laugh, sing, play and of course sleep.



12.30pm ,when we thought we almost reach we encounter our first problem whereby we miss our station and in the end we need to wait for another bus to came. We do not know what time the bus would come as i feel really damn guilty because i should check properly with the bus driver. I had cause my baobei to stand waiting for another bus under the hot sun with me. I feel guilty and so sorry to her, as i did not expect it to be happen in such way.


12.45pm, this where i feel my luck is actually not that bad because there is a KL taxi passby and willing to stop and fetch us! the taxi driver finally reveal his fox tail as he try to negotiate price with us so we cincai told him is RM6 (KL taxi sucks!!).



1pm, Yeah!! this is the time where we check in and we started to ask the receptionist about local thing and the location of the beach and fish village but they seem clueless. Fine, baobei and me still working very hard to locate it as we ard throw all our stuff into hotel room we go eat our lunch than started our hunting operation for beach. We hunt, hunt, and hunt and finally we accidently found the paddy field!! It was such a huge place!! it was about 2 airport i think and i feel so amazed with the scenery at there. Just the sun is abit sunny and quite hot but the cloud at there were totally amazing!! My baobei keep complain but she still full of excitment and keep run up and down like xiao hai zi capture picture around there. I still remember she keep nagging me do know how to hold umbrella properly and i should see the sun direction before shield her =.=! fine.. we started to capture pic at there and i feel abit paiseh since i am broadcast student but seem my sense of cinematography is much weaker if compare to her as she keep complain my angle is not nice la, shot till her not enough pretty la but i still overcome all those obstacle and help her capture few of the pic. I think she satisfy in the end~ wuhooo.. in the whole process there is alot car and motor keep passby and i wonder what they thinking about us " har.. two silly ppl taking picture under hot sun during non-harvest season ah" I dont care what other said as long baobei and i enjoy our picture session! We end it and go back hotel and take some rest.



This where i started to feel my trip could turn into disaster when until 7pm we seem still clueless with the beach and still cant find it as day getting darker we just decide to go eat at shop nearby there. I feel so guilty cause i disappointed my baobei but at the same time i feel so touching when there is a girl who willing to walk with me no matter it was under hot sun or rain, she still by my side and did not said a single word blaming me. She still encourage me and walking on my side, i feel so touch with her when she even try to cheer me up and tell me some ++ words.



We walk until this shop call Southern Cafe and we start ordering our food until this cafe boss (lady) approach us and asking what we doing in sekinchan and she realized we are outsider and she offer us a ride to beach in the next day! I cant believe it, there is someone who so kind and willing to offer us a ride where we just know her for around 20 minute only!!


i feel my day brighten up again as baobei she were very happy again! all the way back to hotel i could see she were full of excitment again and the cheerful zhixin is back again! I know she is very like beach and i wish in future i could bring her to place such as langkawi and redang! we back hotel we watch some show and capture some 38 pic! once again we laugh,play,eat and sleep.

Role Play

I always feel that i am minor role in the community i living
If the community is a drama or film i could be said just a third or fourth line actor
2nd January 2011 i actually wish sometime of miracle could happen
Miracle just only happen on good people! i guess i not qualify enough to earn that title
Should i be satisfy with my minor role???

2010

2010 good or bad year to RoarN? this a very good question as i keep asking myself what did i gain and loss in 2010? in term of fortune i dont think i gain much as i feel loss more from year to year. Beginning of 2010 dint really experience any good thing and 1 week after exam over i need to report at my intern company. I feel i always very lucky because even during intern i meet a group of human who is very willingly to teach me and can mix around together. The intern part could be turning point in my life as it make me realized the ugly of human as well as think before YOU DO. Started from now i really will think wisely before i said or did anything, hurt once is better than hurt twice.
In second part of 2010, certain period can be said some of my darkest hour as i really feel myself drop into deep deep hole where light no longer be seeing. Some of my friend around me are really kind enough and I successful reaching the light again with their help. This friend all i will wont forget the good deed they have done to me and i swear to god another than money i anything also will help them! Second part of 2010 i make some new friends and one of the new friends casting spell to me where i now become so obey to her. She is they ray of light beaming from Mars to Earth.(In reality is beaming from Mentakab to Kl) She is the most lousy, noisy but yet is very attractive,. (sometime only)
Once i witness again the ugly human side in the last few hour of my college life, I successfully overcome them as i learning how to live with them. Sometime i really feel other than family, people around you either close friends or "far" friends also anytime could turn against you. in 2010 i do think i grow up in certain part such as my judgement, thinking, and i try to spent more time with my family as the loss in October had make me very sad. Other than that i started to realized some of my high school friends they already started to walking in different path of life as i seem forever struck in my study life. I think soon i will walk that path, I really hate it when i know soon the rest of my life i will be working for MONEY.

Farewell 2010