Bi**Tching

I feel myself quite annoy , because I can continously or keep repeating a god damn issue for hours , suddenly I feel myself look so horrible and ugly , the horrible side of me has make me question the real of me? Do I really such a kind hearted person? I try to be mean to people around me but I just could'nt stand it because I feel it was so sickening and ill. The last summer I thought were the happiness of my life but it turn out a disaster , the disaster carry into this summer. When I feel EMO and no one to talk to I feel writing is the best way to express my sorrow and moan. How long will i keep moaning and bitching like this? An Emo a day , Keep CK away. I believe tommorow will be a very good day to me , the beam of light can give such energy to me.