2 A.M

I fell in love writting blog at 2AM, sound like crazy when most of the people already in their sweet dream but i still wandering around every corner cyber world. Internet is human greatest invention, it really could help me killed boredom bug in my body, everytime it bite me I will turn to internet. 2AM, what else i can do? I used to be affraid with the silent of night cause it stimulate my thinking nerve but don't know when started I already not fear by them. I started to enjoy the silent and calm of night, actually is not that bad it could let me reflect what I have done for whole day. Maybe when people grow older thinking will keep changing as I feel my decision or thinking constantly change, is that signal of i getting older? Sometime I do ask myself is there any achievement in my life so far? hate it when I see some of my friends already started to have their own car, house or dog, i hate myself more than them, like I am some sort of loser that still rely on family money. 2AM, should i hate you when you keep haunting me on sleepless night?