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fall sick =(

The Sunshine Tales

The sky is look so grey from my window view , staying in another part of world is also make me realize the cloud here is moving faster than normally i saw , meeting alot exciting face of LJMU-ian fella in Liverpool Street , Today just din't share the same feeling of other maybe cause I already started to get used with the life at here , first time in my life I feel the sun is so important to me because the moment it appear the Liverpool City look alive again =)

Appreciate everything around me
Home you are always the best!

Liverpool Walking days~

Standing in another part of world is truly giving me a different class of feeling, spending half day roaming in Liverpool city and I would said it was truly a cultural shock as everything were so different, one of the thing that i must master quickly is able to listen to the Irish, Scotish English slang! Their slang is !#$!%$% damn freaking hard to digest what they saying! suddenly I feel much more comfortable with American English. The building architecture were incredible stunning! I really love the old style building of Europe, T_T it look so romantic and sexy! The old fashion decorated made by brick building is really look great! OMG!

The signboard in UK really made me awwww! I don't understand why I cant stop myself from keep capture picture of signboard! I really cant stand it =.= next time if want to refill stock in house please make sure that 6 of us has the strength and power to walk them home! I think we just look like joker when Ang Moh saw us carry so much of stuff.. OMFG next time must plan properly before buy but I think this is part of the process being living outside , I started to enjoy shopping in Tesco, Poundland, Iceland, and 99p.

Love you guys! you guys were GREAT! The next 3 months should be the time of my life =)

Simple yet beautiful

The journey to LJMU begin today~ the whole 17 hours flight is really killing me especially during the flight from Klia to Abu Dhabi =.=!! my bone is freaking pain and my leg keep numb everytime i fall asleep! Than the transition in Abu Dhabi the lack of sleepness in the past few days and tiredness has cause my neck extremely pain T_T i really wonder why i pay so much to suffer but i believe in the end of day the experience will worth as much as gold! =)



I awaken from my sleep and i saw such beautiful, gorgeous, stunning, attractive, handsome, pretty view from the mirror, suddenly I feel the landscape is so small, in fact the world is not that big and we can own the world if we have the determination, passion and heart to do it!! awwwww... I really love observing the world from the sky, human life actually can be comparable with the cloud, sometime it could be fine, beautiful, sunny day but cloud also will have their own emo time and those the time where rain started to fall into the ground.



I will continue to walk this path

maybe is not easy (facing extreme weather and limited food choices >.< )

Human life never being easy before

Our life full of testing~

=)

=)

Feel so happy for you la buddy~ we always teasing bout your single and noob life but start from this moment everything will change! Seem like you already found the CHOOSEN ONE, hahaha I'm really feel very happy for you! After seeing you always nag and complain bout life without girl smell , finally now you able to enjoy it! I know You always very jealous with those couple , now you can really taste the feeling of falling in love! I believe you will be more successful than me because you indeed better than me in alot aspect =)

SHIT~ you really make me excited till cant sleep because of you having GF

hahahahahahahahahaha~ LMAO

Dream's

In the past 12 months my life were like a dream's, sometime it could be nightmare and sweet dream, look back I saw alot beautiful moment and heart warmimg memories~ those moment will always stay in my heart and I choose to exclude all the heart breaking scene from our stories~if anyone asked me did I regret ever to start this story I will firmly said NEVER EVER I REGRET~ Our stories no longer continued but I believe we would continue to pursue and start a new chapter in our life~ Farewell chain of memories

7 days!!!!!!

No one will give us chance if you do not give yourself a chance

set yourself a standard for everything you does

SET A HIGH STANDARD FOR EVERY WORK YOU BEEN GIVEN

BE SERIOUS TOWARD EVERY WORKS!

PATH OF SUCCESS IS JUST IN FRONT OF YOU

The musical box of past should stop turning

It blow and goes away

I should live a good life

continue to fight fight fight!

Bi**Tching

I feel myself quite annoy , because I can continously or keep repeating a god damn issue for hours , suddenly I feel myself look so horrible and ugly , the horrible side of me has make me question the real of me? Do I really such a kind hearted person? I try to be mean to people around me but I just could'nt stand it because I feel it was so sickening and ill. The last summer I thought were the happiness of my life but it turn out a disaster , the disaster carry into this summer. When I feel EMO and no one to talk to I feel writing is the best way to express my sorrow and moan. How long will i keep moaning and bitching like this? An Emo a day , Keep CK away. I believe tommorow will be a very good day to me , the beam of light can give such energy to me.

#1

Day one i resume back my status as "Single", being in the relationship for the past 6 months. The feeling when i wake up this morning is abit weird and suddenly I could feel a strong sense of emptiness inside of me. I try to battle and holdback myself from being thinking you too much, I'm glad i able to do it. I'm should really get used to it, maybe starting from today your phone will not so active like last time! I Don't need to always worry phone no battery and anxiously waiting for someone message, can stop sending morning wish or good night, thing are different now I will accept my new life.

10/16/2010-05/12/2011

Is all over!
eventhough I reluctant to let it go but not everything will go according to your way
I accept it
i try to accept it since few weeks ago
Thanks to my friends =)
Thanks for willing to listen me share my sorrow and company me
Thanks to you, I wake you up at midnight and you willing to listen me talking the same thing, Thanks so much for willing to drinks with me KELVIN and YONG KIAT!
I should started to cheer up back and stop being so emo-ing at home! wake up!!
Stop making family member worry cause of love matter!

I did not hate you or what
I'm always like to see you happy and cheer up
The last few weeks when with me I can sense you not that happy
You feel bored and confused
I rather we be back friends and you can happily chat with me again
I like to see the happy of you
I like to see the happening and jump up and down of you

You maybe mean and selfish
But i accept it, love is mean to be selfish when reach certain level
I will always treasure the memories we once create, POCO,KLCC Garden, Sekinchan ETC
KLCC garden is always remain exclusive to go with you
I don't think I could go there anymore with other person
Contain too much of our memories at there
I miss every moment we spend at KLCC garden
Sekinchan is the place I really felt that you never ever give up or angry with me easily
Human when they lost something special they will started to regret
Maybe I will feel regret but at least the memories is there

I always remember those moment..
Your smile,hug, holding my hand tightly and kiss..
No matter what happen you always special to me

SixMonth

Six months
The past six months I feel there is up and down
I saw glimpse of hope from you
I started to realize there is still color in my life
I started to learn and accept again
I started to think bout my life,what I want, what should I achive?what is good and bad to me?
Learn how to appreciate and love someone
You make me feel that i am being appreciate and love so much
I very love the feeling, moment, and the thing we did together.
I won't forget the words you told to me when we aimless searching at Sekinchan roadside..
That's the sweetest and warmest thing I every listen
At that moment you totally capture my heart




Thing will change
nothing will stay the same forever
Maybe you started feel tired
Maybe I really not a perfect 10/10 BF that fulfill your requirement
I very appreciate the time we laugh, joke, and serious talk
No matter what happen or what decision you make,
your position in my heart will remain the same
You are too special to me.

P.S: haha.. If can't find people walk walk with you at KLCC park, i might not know i'm the first,second,third, or your last option but surely I will be very willing to accept your invitation.

Fate Sealed

Somehow not knowing to write or read in Chinese is really disadvantage to me, I can't blame my parent cause the thing is already happen and maybe they din't expect that their son were so into Chinese, my first year at KTAR I do not have the gut to speak with people around me, maybe they though i shy or lan si or what, but the truth is I feel so embrassing when as Chinese I do not know how to write or speak perfect mandarin. Sometime feel pain in ass when people around me keep asking me why I study SK but not SRJK? DORAEMON, where can I found you??? wish you can bring me to past and change my fate.