poor bloggie =(
I just realise that have dump you for months!!
Now i return to seek forgiveness >.<
Pleaseeeeeeeee forgive me bloggie~~ I will promise in return I will visit and touch you more~~

Back to high school my Cikgu introduce me NEED and DEMAND (think is from commerce subject)
During the time I was struggling to differentiate my own NEED and DEMAND
Today I have clear vision toward my need and objective of life
I will categorize demand as standard of my life
Everyone has their own standard and need of their life
I would said most of the people will have their "own vision" and no point to compare or critics
It just a waste of time and energy
Everyone has their own choice and fear of backlash toward the choice they made
BUT~~
I guess stumbling is part of our life
I believe people will eventually gain benefit and experience from their previous failure and stumbling, yeah the process could be painful but come on =)
no pain no gain!!
During my last moment in UK my mind were blank
I suffer few time hangover but i manage to pull it through, I feel i am incredible in drinking XD
there were alot thing i thought could be present through writing but..........

it seem fail big time XD

26th May - 2nd September Atlantic Point, Liverpool

Complete one of the chapter in my life
Is been four years, in this four years I still wondering did I grown up or learn anything from it? Am I still the same? Did i change? One thing for sure, I will continue to set a high standard for my life~

hey pal, we spent this 4 wonderful years together! even though in the process conflict and climax did happen but thing happen in the past just let it go~
We would be much more happier when we seeing thing from other perspective
I will miss everyone of you, you guys make my life rock for my journey in college and university~ I will miss seeing every single of you~


I believe everyone of you will be success in your next path of life~
cheers =)

Stuart~Hall

Actually what is critical thinking?
Think with our left brain? right brain?
Stuart Hall, I almost fell down when my lecturer said you are GOD
God? I can't see any of your SO call studies is really bringing any new breakthrough to humanity
If you are god damn scientist and you now studying about solar system, solar energy, blaa blaa
I might feel your study is relevant and contributing to me and this world
You're the mafia kingpin and those human who wordship and admire you is what I so called your CRIME PARTNER

Yeah~
I admit
I hate you
You did not enlighten me but just make my world more complicated

can I whoop your ass?

=)

Sometime I wish I were just a kid
I thought I would forget it easily

I thought I really could let you go
Dream were represent happiness

Once you awaken you will realized everything is just a dream

Once I love everything you say and you do

I love every part of you

I accept everything you love

In our path of life

We will search love along our way

Love is a poison

I miss you so much

Just a simple sentences,

"How your's life? do you still smile as often?"

"How your health recently? Did it still bother you? Did you sleep well last night?"

It remind me of you when I visit such beautiful place =)

I remember what you told me

what you want

what you like

in your future

I wish keeping you is as easy as whispering " I Love you"

"Once you lost a thing, only you will started to appreciate it more"

"A man fall in love through his eyes, a woman through her ears"

But those is just memories of past

Memories is what make our life so beautiful

What's gone let it gone

Appreciate thing around us

Life will just be getting better, larger, and excited XD

nEVER-Ending-Battle

It was an interesting~intense battle between the legendary animal of "CROC" and "TIGER" in the city centre of Liverpool when each of them try to pitted against each other....
contender #1 "Code name: Onitsuka" go head-to-head with contender #2 "Code name: Lacoste"

It was an fierceful battle # Round 1 Lacoste with his Back-Heel-Flip-Twister-Kick!!!!

Round 1 End with victory from Lacoste side~

what will happen in round 2???round 3???

We shall see which side will be the last man standing

I have no guarantee

In this legendary battle

There is no Rules***

I don't care, anytime, anywhere

New opponent;s could be coming to get them~

Haagen

wheeeee~

FML!

American have Hell Kitchen, in Atlantic Point we have Hell weeks
Every weeks we need to race against time to submit our assignment
This cycling process will not stop until the day we leave here
Is this Karma because of our past laziness in TARC?
sigh~~ FML!

Down-But-Not-Out

Nevermind
Maybe right now I down at the bottom
I will crawl up step by step
to reach the highest point
Touch the sky again

First****Croc

wheeeeee =)

I could easily cheer up

Just a "simple" thing I need the most

Everyone need to set an aim in their life

We need to improve ourselves from time to time

Our identity, class, style of life etc

As we continue to grow old

we need to set a standard for our life

please

Stick with it till the day we die

Boosting-UK-Economy-after-Recession

I going to write, write, and write again

and I Promise***

Tonight no emo stuff or cheesy lyrics
The best remedy to cure my sickness is shopping

Next time if shop again i REALLY , REALLY , REALLY need think twice, thrice **

If not I could end up racing against time to make sure I finish chew those tasteless bread
At UK there is alot "first" time

First time this and that bla, bla, blaaaa, and blaa
My first Love**Croc
Awww.. Handsome Croc****

See others keep post stuff they bought at FB so I decide to follow the trend but on different sites If I broke this month sure all your fault!

Imagine-is-fun

You said by gradually letting go of love would one go further
why bother changing the time that you've missed?
You used your fingertip to stop me from saying goodbye
Imaging you being by my side before you completely disappear
Perhaps destiny only allowed us to meet but not together?
Only after it drifted down I realise this fragment of happiness
How do I search them back?


Chou. J, (2007) Secret OST

I-Did-It-My-Way

This the 52days at liverpool, tonight I feel myself so lost in this road, can I compare myself to a fading star? This the first time actually I feel affraid of lonely , deep inside my bottom heart I feeling so faithless toward everything I did , really , I always had a strong belief toward theory of life's.

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After a long brainstorming session I going to sum up,

I shall not give a damn with thing around me, I don't fucking care with it cause really out of my hand , impossible to keep everyone entertain and happy enough with what we did , trust myself is much more relevant , what can I said? I shall continue "I did It my Way" style cause it was just fucking amazing!

Is it a sin toward everything I do?

Did my action really reflect on how people going to judge me?

everything I do or place I going is sin?

I have been taught in such way

I don't believe in other than myself

That does not mean I do not trust others

I don't fucking care,

Really, life is full of obstacle blaaa, blaaa, and blaaaa..............

comma to full-stop!

I really love thiss song

MY WAY cause I so gonnnnnna

DID IT MY WAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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hahaha, I'm just playing, Don't take it too serious if anyone reading it

There is no personal grudge XD

Something-not-so-interesting

when the last time i blogging? not everything could be express through verballyspeaking, I found blogging is quite fun! I could express thing in much unique way! Friendship value is what i going to be discuss today, what friendship does actually mean? hmm.. i wondering and I keep asking myself....finally I able to categorize them into a smaller group which is A. True friends, B. kaki lepak friends, C. hi-bye friends, and D. value friends..

A.True Friends
I believe this type of friends is rare but does not mean it not exist at all

B, Kaki lepak friends
wookay, this type of friends is much more easier to find! I dont see any reason for me to further expand it

C. hi-bye friends
this type? no need said lah.. just hi and bye when meet, sometime I do question myself is this consider friends?

D. Value friends
In this era, we should get ourselves a friends that have value can be used by us, it sound pathetic but trust me, we DO really need this kind of friends to be our stepping stone to further advance and develop our own value

Conclusion....... I do not see any problem if I categorize people around me in that way!

The most Beautiful Life

Currently I have been experienced something that never happen before in Malaysia, wtf I used to be living in a room with aircon and big monitor equip with ps3 but now.................

My life is full of walking
what to do? when to wash my clothe?
Comparing every item I buy from grocery
thinking what to eat for my lunch

This the path of extraordinary and along the journey I have meet some greet people and I deeply appreciate it

The brightly smiling of RON is alive and kicking ass again XD
Omf goddddd

I really hope my room won't be turn into a dry laundry =.=
should I started to count with them shirt by shirt?

The pathetic, disgusting, selfish, and greedy

This the second week I living at city of Liverpool, I consider myself now part of liverpool community! Living outside is a challenge to me, from day to day the challenge getting bigger and I started to feel irritating and disgust with particular human being, Human is always a selfish living being but the way they act and speak has always leave me with a big question marks. This moment I really can't tell which of them is black or white, Their intention, selfishness, and sadistic side of them has make me become even more cautious when speaking with any of them, gggrrrrrr can I drawn a clear line with them? Sometime what you see might not be as what you were thinking, the most wonderful and lovely thing you seeing might be rotten and stink inside. What can i said? Human being sometime could be worst than a stray dog..


God is fair to everyone =)
what goes around will come around~

World in another mirror it look so different, try so hard to absorb and understand those text but still can't really fully focus on it. I just feel so lazy, lazy and lazy! I still manage steal some time and viewing my emo view and the street look so empty and quiet. After living with the Emo view for 9 days, I started to like it, actually the lonely figure in my back alley is not that bad after all, it adding a new quietness in my room dimension. I need a strong motivator to fire me up! I still aimlessly searching for motivation....

Could I done it?
Can I really have the strength and heart?
Think, think about everything you done and there always a consequences waiting.

;(

fall sick =(

The Sunshine Tales

The sky is look so grey from my window view , staying in another part of world is also make me realize the cloud here is moving faster than normally i saw , meeting alot exciting face of LJMU-ian fella in Liverpool Street , Today just din't share the same feeling of other maybe cause I already started to get used with the life at here , first time in my life I feel the sun is so important to me because the moment it appear the Liverpool City look alive again =)

Appreciate everything around me
Home you are always the best!

Liverpool Walking days~

Standing in another part of world is truly giving me a different class of feeling, spending half day roaming in Liverpool city and I would said it was truly a cultural shock as everything were so different, one of the thing that i must master quickly is able to listen to the Irish, Scotish English slang! Their slang is !#$!%$% damn freaking hard to digest what they saying! suddenly I feel much more comfortable with American English. The building architecture were incredible stunning! I really love the old style building of Europe, T_T it look so romantic and sexy! The old fashion decorated made by brick building is really look great! OMG!

The signboard in UK really made me awwww! I don't understand why I cant stop myself from keep capture picture of signboard! I really cant stand it =.= next time if want to refill stock in house please make sure that 6 of us has the strength and power to walk them home! I think we just look like joker when Ang Moh saw us carry so much of stuff.. OMFG next time must plan properly before buy but I think this is part of the process being living outside , I started to enjoy shopping in Tesco, Poundland, Iceland, and 99p.

Love you guys! you guys were GREAT! The next 3 months should be the time of my life =)

Simple yet beautiful

The journey to LJMU begin today~ the whole 17 hours flight is really killing me especially during the flight from Klia to Abu Dhabi =.=!! my bone is freaking pain and my leg keep numb everytime i fall asleep! Than the transition in Abu Dhabi the lack of sleepness in the past few days and tiredness has cause my neck extremely pain T_T i really wonder why i pay so much to suffer but i believe in the end of day the experience will worth as much as gold! =)



I awaken from my sleep and i saw such beautiful, gorgeous, stunning, attractive, handsome, pretty view from the mirror, suddenly I feel the landscape is so small, in fact the world is not that big and we can own the world if we have the determination, passion and heart to do it!! awwwww... I really love observing the world from the sky, human life actually can be comparable with the cloud, sometime it could be fine, beautiful, sunny day but cloud also will have their own emo time and those the time where rain started to fall into the ground.



I will continue to walk this path

maybe is not easy (facing extreme weather and limited food choices >.< )

Human life never being easy before

Our life full of testing~

=)