I thought I could enjoy my holiday break so much, first month I feel very excited and alot thing i want to do, watch and play. In month 2 i started to wonder the meaning of our life if we just stay at home, I feel like i did nothing other than the few assignment handout by the lecturer. In fact i really hating waken up doing nothing whole day, i wish to get some partime job but seem my connection in this field not that good. I just continue waking up and drifting around every corner in my house to find thing that I can do. I feel quite good when i have my first attempt in cooking, the result might be average but at least it can be put into mouth. Staying at home the other negative side is the person could be having alot of different different thinking. I still remember two three months ago when someone asked me the question will you miss your girlfriend when you went to UK, I could very relax and excited telling them that three month is just awhile only but today only i realized actually three month is such a long period. I started to understand last time why she could be so worry and emo with that. I change my mind, if my friend ever ask me the same question again i sure will tell them i will very miss her voice, morning wish, chatting time, hug, kiss, and our dating time in KLCC park. The 6 month we been together we have spent halloween, Christmas and valentine together, actually there is alot up and down, sweet and sour during this 6 month, I wonder how my three month in UK would be like without you nagging or saying me?
HAHAHA.. If there is time machine i would really wish to go back to the past...wait! please wait.. you dont think is those sweet sweet moment but is the time where i cheat you twice when i telling you there is something behind you!! only stupid people will be cheated twice for same trick! I'm feel very happy for you that in this past two months intern you has grow up alot you become more and more independent and you going through a very wonderful life in the moment (i know u very appreciate what you own right now). ****I will make sure the last two month in malaysia i able to cheer you up, entertain you, feed you anything you want, go anywhere that you wish to go and fullfill all your wishes because i love you!!love you love you!! muackss muacksss~You might be think OH NO!! CK EMO again but I can tell her that i didnt emo but just want to write out what i feel and i think here the best place for me to write it out! XD hope u miss this one!