Half represent incomplete~

Suddenly i feel so down, i feel i need you so much miss your hug, your jokes, your sweat palm which i feel warm.. than i listen back the song u send me..YI BAN i just realized how sad the meaning of this song I wish that i could accompany you always and you wont need to feel you are alone~ you will never be alone

Mystery Door

First time ever i did such cute thing to my door,

After the pic been put up, i realised is look so good!

door door door! you must thanks me! decorate you so well looking.

Started from today you will be my Door Of happiness

When i feel down, sad or dissapointed

i know behind the door there is a TREASURE

That i must appreciate it and keep it very well

she call you mystery door because behind of you

there is memories that always make me smile when i think back

CAN YOU SPOT WHERE THE FRAME??

FRUSTRATED!

FRUSTRATED!FRUSTRATED! no word can describe my feeling right now! For the first time ever i feel so frustrated in doing something! you always ask us to think critically but you never satisfy with our critical thinking.. SO WHAT YOU FROM US? I think you are good motivator but surely you are not that good in term of guiding us.

Goodbye~

Actually i today did not plan to write anything but i feel writing is the best way for me to describe my relationship with grandma "popo".

Dear popo,
I still remember last time when i was still just a kid i every week also will visit u in weekend and usually will stay for 2 days 1 night. Wangsa maju section 2 until today were still very clear in my mind, we together spent CNY at there until 1996 you move in to stay with me in cheras. Those were the time where we really get to known each other. During the time we stay together, 4pm u sure will turn on the tv and watch local HVD drama and i will very 38 be there and watch with u also. I guess we both have the similarity which is like to watch drama, until we have ASTRO we started to switch watch classic TVB drama in the same time. I dont know you still remember or not? we used to be watch this drama call "GREED OF MAN" and u really hate this character DING HAI and everytime when he appear on scene u sure will scold him. This were some of my deepest memory that spent with you. Somehow when i recall back now i feel regret, i feel for this past 23 years i could treat u much better. I always remember how you tell me that i should study hard and must repay back my parent kindness in future. I promise u i will deliver my promise.

in 2009 i had successful graduate from my diploma and i wearing my convo gown straight away to find u to let u know that your grandson did not disappoint u, i able to make u and my parent feel proud... i dont think i could forget the moment where you laughing happily and keep show me the excellent thumb signal. Popo, i wish you will peacefully continue your life in another place where i believe u now can once again rise up and running freely.. i will always remember you my dear popo


-RON-

Sekinchan Tales II

Day 2

Day 1 in sekinchan were abit chaotic as most of my plan falling apart but i have feeling day 2 will be different, we meet this Southern Cafe bos (lady) previous day where she is willingly to offer us drive to beach! Baobei and me we set to wake up at 9am but we end up almost 10am only we wake up and after bath we started to go hunt for sekinchan breaskfast, we keep searching for those old style kopitiam shop but seem like Sekinchan kopitiam shop almost same with KL. There is not much differences, after we walk around for awhile than we decided to eat at this shop ( forget the shop name!), the food at this shop seem same like in KL but their wantan mee is quite spicy. We even order the roti bakar at there because according to my baobei roti bakar using those white bread is much more taster than gardenier bread.

After we done with the breakfast, we still have some time left and eventually we decide to take another walk in paddy field. The sun today is much more friendly and i guess cause is not sunday that why the sun are less sunny. Baobei and me we try to take pic at paddy field and i feel this time my baobai mood are much better. Day 1 she seem so pek cek with the hot weather but today she seem very happy and i could saw her broad smile again even sweating heavily.

We spend some time on the paddy field walking around and very enjoy with the scenery and the sekinchan atmoshpere, i do not know when i started to love walking..but seem like she really affect me alot and change me. I feel i so different now, she make me realized that actually sometime simple could lead to much better life. She taught me about SIMPLE, two person if walk in the KLCC park is actually already more than enough. She said i lost my identity, in reality i did not lost it but i gain alot from her.

OKAY! 12pm sharp we check out from the harbourview hotel and we wait for YIN the kind lady boss to come.. as we wait, wait, and wait than we call her only we know that her son has sick so she need around an hour only able to reach.But nvm we still wait at hotel lobby and i watch my silly baobei play her mobile phone game until i almost fall asleep.

1pm Sharp and she really call us and i feel quite suprise cause in her car not only us but her husband and also her daughter. I really still felt speechless cause this world still got such kind person who willing to offer you free ride to beach. OKY! they have two shop at Sekinchan, 1 is cafe another is Southern Hotel XD in future if my friend or relative who plan visit Sekinchan i would highly recommended them go this cafe and hotel because of their sincerity and kindness which make me able to feel "Yan Qing Mei".

The route to beach is actually quite complicated because of the previous road has been block because of TNB people working something on there so we need to take another route, along the journey Yin husband told us this is the harbour where all the fresh fish would be put into container and ppl who interested can buy or deliveer to KL restaurant.

We finally reach the beach! Abit disappointed with the beach as the beach were look quite good and fine but the environment around is really suck where i could see alot of trash and rubbish. I really hate it when ppl who eat and play there turn the beach as garbage. My anger has been cool down by the beach scenery and zhixin excitment, she always said i am big kid but when she saw the beach she the one who is big kid! so excited and happy and keep telling us which part of the beach has been appear in the drama where she just watch 1 episode only. I think i wont forget the moment we spent at beach alto it was short, we take pic, climb onto rock and collect shell. I also affraid when see she climb so high =.= this silly gal seem when excited will forget the word DANGEROUS.

How i wish i could spent more time with baobei in beach! but time really does not allow us to stay there anymore and Yin also need go to buy stock. I actually already feel really lucky because initially she said maybe we cound hang at there around 10 or 15 minute but i feel we stay at there more than that! we like at beach for around 30minute! she also seem very enjoy with her husband and daughter. ZHIXIN T___T i really wish i could stay there longer with you but i promise you! next time when i work and got car, house, and dog i sure will bring you to Hokkaido beach!

This trip although is just a very short 2 day trips, but in this trip it really make even more appreciate you and you really conquer me completely. I will try my best not to said the word SORRY anymore, i know you are very understanding and instead of said sorry i would like to said thank you for willing to walking beside me and never once give up on me. So where is our next trip destination????

SEKINCHAN TALES III COMING SOON~

Sekinchan Tales~

My first trip with my 38 bao bei! i feel quite anxious with the trip as the whole preparation from doing local research until reservation also done by me. I had been look through internet and keep searching information for this place call SEKINCHAN which i do not have any idea with the place, people at there, and the environment. I been using every resources from the internet and i found this Harbour View Hotel (http://www.hbview.com.my/) which get good feedback from the blogger.


Day 1


The day finally has arrived and i know i could not fail in this big day, I pray for day and night that my friend information about jalan duta bus terminal is correct and luckily i pass my first big test which we able to start our journey sharp on 10am! Baobei and me both feel so excited because from the pic we saw, SEKINCHAN was really a beautiful place and even the joint production between NTV7 and singapore production also shoot the drama at there. All the way from duta to Sekinchan we laugh, sing, play and of course sleep.



12.30pm ,when we thought we almost reach we encounter our first problem whereby we miss our station and in the end we need to wait for another bus to came. We do not know what time the bus would come as i feel really damn guilty because i should check properly with the bus driver. I had cause my baobei to stand waiting for another bus under the hot sun with me. I feel guilty and so sorry to her, as i did not expect it to be happen in such way.


12.45pm, this where i feel my luck is actually not that bad because there is a KL taxi passby and willing to stop and fetch us! the taxi driver finally reveal his fox tail as he try to negotiate price with us so we cincai told him is RM6 (KL taxi sucks!!).



1pm, Yeah!! this is the time where we check in and we started to ask the receptionist about local thing and the location of the beach and fish village but they seem clueless. Fine, baobei and me still working very hard to locate it as we ard throw all our stuff into hotel room we go eat our lunch than started our hunting operation for beach. We hunt, hunt, and hunt and finally we accidently found the paddy field!! It was such a huge place!! it was about 2 airport i think and i feel so amazed with the scenery at there. Just the sun is abit sunny and quite hot but the cloud at there were totally amazing!! My baobei keep complain but she still full of excitment and keep run up and down like xiao hai zi capture picture around there. I still remember she keep nagging me do know how to hold umbrella properly and i should see the sun direction before shield her =.=! fine.. we started to capture pic at there and i feel abit paiseh since i am broadcast student but seem my sense of cinematography is much weaker if compare to her as she keep complain my angle is not nice la, shot till her not enough pretty la but i still overcome all those obstacle and help her capture few of the pic. I think she satisfy in the end~ wuhooo.. in the whole process there is alot car and motor keep passby and i wonder what they thinking about us " har.. two silly ppl taking picture under hot sun during non-harvest season ah" I dont care what other said as long baobei and i enjoy our picture session! We end it and go back hotel and take some rest.



This where i started to feel my trip could turn into disaster when until 7pm we seem still clueless with the beach and still cant find it as day getting darker we just decide to go eat at shop nearby there. I feel so guilty cause i disappointed my baobei but at the same time i feel so touching when there is a girl who willing to walk with me no matter it was under hot sun or rain, she still by my side and did not said a single word blaming me. She still encourage me and walking on my side, i feel so touch with her when she even try to cheer me up and tell me some ++ words.



We walk until this shop call Southern Cafe and we start ordering our food until this cafe boss (lady) approach us and asking what we doing in sekinchan and she realized we are outsider and she offer us a ride to beach in the next day! I cant believe it, there is someone who so kind and willing to offer us a ride where we just know her for around 20 minute only!!


i feel my day brighten up again as baobei she were very happy again! all the way back to hotel i could see she were full of excitment again and the cheerful zhixin is back again! I know she is very like beach and i wish in future i could bring her to place such as langkawi and redang! we back hotel we watch some show and capture some 38 pic! once again we laugh,play,eat and sleep.