Friday, January 7, 2011

Role Play

I always feel that i am minor role in the community i living
If the community is a drama or film i could be said just a third or fourth line actor
2nd January 2011 i actually wish sometime of miracle could happen
Miracle just only happen on good people! i guess i not qualify enough to earn that title
Should i be satisfy with my minor role???

2010

2010 good or bad year to RoarN? this a very good question as i keep asking myself what did i gain and loss in 2010? in term of fortune i dont think i gain much as i feel loss more from year to year. Beginning of 2010 dint really experience any good thing and 1 week after exam over i need to report at my intern company. I feel i always very lucky because even during intern i meet a group of human who is very willingly to teach me and can mix around together. The intern part could be turning point in my life as it make me realized the ugly of human as well as think before YOU DO. Started from now i really will think wisely before i said or did anything, hurt once is better than hurt twice.
In second part of 2010, certain period can be said some of my darkest hour as i really feel myself drop into deep deep hole where light no longer be seeing. Some of my friend around me are really kind enough and I successful reaching the light again with their help. This friend all i will wont forget the good deed they have done to me and i swear to god another than money i anything also will help them! Second part of 2010 i make some new friends and one of the new friends casting spell to me where i now become so obey to her. She is they ray of light beaming from Mars to Earth.(In reality is beaming from Mentakab to Kl) She is the most lousy, noisy but yet is very attractive,. (sometime only)
Once i witness again the ugly human side in the last few hour of my college life, I successfully overcome them as i learning how to live with them. Sometime i really feel other than family, people around you either close friends or "far" friends also anytime could turn against you. in 2010 i do think i grow up in certain part such as my judgement, thinking, and i try to spent more time with my family as the loss in October had make me very sad. Other than that i started to realized some of my high school friends they already started to walking in different path of life as i seem forever struck in my study life. I think soon i will walk that path, I really hate it when i know soon the rest of my life i will be working for MONEY.

Farewell 2010